Afraid of me?

There are people on this site who have me blocked, some who've unfreinded me, and some who are friends that for whatever reason choose to ignore me. I never really understood the desire for people on social media to get as high of a "friends" count as possible, especially when they don't know even a quarter of them, and actively avoid knowing at least half, but it is something I have noticed.

 

Just for the record however, if we are not friends I will not talk to you here. Not friends in the literal sense, I mean on my friend's list, on this website. I say this because I've noticed certain people begin to avoid this site the instant I start posting again. I don't care any more, I have a life outside this website (which you may have noticed with my absence from it recently), and the petty dramas of the past have had the volume turned way down to the point they barely register as a memory for me today. Most of it, honestly, was just done out of boredom on me part, not spite or malice.

 

Those days are over though. Time is not something I have a lot of anymore. A lot in my life has changed this past year, and if things go as planned they will change a whole lot more during the next year too.

 

Except TheReckoning. Fuck that guy.

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Comments (32)

  1. 12SunOryx

    In a nutshell: Don’t want me talking to you, just unfriend me and I won’t. I don’t give a fuck, I use to have a rule about breaking 100 “friends” on social media, but I went ahead and let it slide. Maybe I shouldn’t have.

    May 19, 2017
  2. SEC

    Someone has disturbed your sunny disposition Sunny

    May 19, 2017
    1. 12SunOryx

      Yeah, I’m not all that sunny these days. I’m about to take a few shots on Moonshine, we’ll see if that makes it better or worse. Moon for Sun?
      Anyways, I’m just tired of trying to walk on eggshells for people on this site, who for all I know are nothing more than ghosts.

      May 19, 2017
      1. SEC

        Just please don’t moon the sun it could be uncomfortable

        May 19, 2017
        1. 12SunOryx

          You’d be surprised how often the sun gets mooned sigh

          May 21, 2017
          1. SEC

            oOOO that could make sitting uncomfortable

            May 21, 2017
  3. dincali

    i like this…especially the last line! it says it all. LOL

    May 19, 2017
    1. 12SunOryx

      I actually have him blocked. I blocked him for blocking me.




      But still, fuck that guy lol

      May 21, 2017
      1. dincali

        LMAO!

        May 21, 2017
  4. mister-sandman

    I don’t spend much time around these parts anymore, either. There’s a whole big world out there for me to shit on besides this place. Thoughts shits on itself way more than I ever could. For what it’s worth, it’s nice to pop back in from time to time and see a post from you. Enjoy that moonshine!

    May 19, 2017
    1. 12SunOryx

      Welcome to my twisted dumpster fire.
      Moonshine is better than Kraken.

      May 21, 2017
  5. scarletts_letters

    People are weird, bloggers are weirder still. There are quite a lot I miss but then – heaps more I didn’t notice when they vanished. I used to trim my friends list but I don’t have to now, barely anything comes up on my feed, maybe 10 people I like are still here and those are rarely on when I am. I also found a life outside and am usually too busy for spam and the endless supply of sock puppets the 3-4 mentals have here.
    Moonshine is home made whiskey right? I’d like to try some. x

    May 20, 2017
    1. 12SunOryx

      I know thats why I blog, who else would I talk to… Normal people? My dark sense of humor tends to scare them. If I exceed 100, usually its bots, or human equivalents to them anyways, so I just don’t see a point. Even on Twitter the accounts with 3 million views, you can tell by their interactions it is mostly bots. The internet is great at building grand illusions I guess.
      Yannow, I wasn’t sure, so I looked it up: http://science.howstuffworks.com/innovation/edible-innovations/moonshine1.htm

      May 21, 2017
      1. scarletts_letters

        I still like it becuase I can say things my mates will call me a wanker for saying out loud. It’s a bit of an ego thing too, a place to moralise and be idealistic.
        Yeah but people are stupid, all they see is the 3 million and don’t think about it.
        All pumped up on the series Vikings I tried mead and eew! it was yucky! I’m pretty sure moonshine would be nicer.

        May 22, 2017
        1. 12SunOryx

          I once saw a tweet that said “don’t be intimidated by larger accounts, that just means they’ve been in the asylum longer”. Its funny cause its true! lol
          I’ve been told I should try mead, but haven’t yet. Moonshine comes in commercial brands too, but this is REAL moonshine, as in homemade alcohol. I never tried any of the brands, haven’t even seen it sold anywhere but apparently those exist too.

          May 22, 2017
  6. Neighsayer

    a little, but it’s sort of exciting too. Yeah, I stopped checking in much after the election and I’ve basically quit talking to Americans. Not you, though – but if you voted Trump, don’t fuckin’ tell me.

    May 20, 2017
    1. 12SunOryx

      As a rule I don’t vote. Who would I even vote for, a Democrat? A Republican? No thanks, I think the alternative lawless trash heap of Mad Max would be better.

      May 21, 2017
      1. Neighsayer

        this year I’d agree.

        May 21, 2017
        1. tjtooter

          i rarely vote for either major party candidate in a presidential election. i wrote in willie nelson in 2000 and 2004, vermin supreme in 2008 and 2012 and gave the green party the vote just to help them get on the ballot next time last year.

          May 21, 2017
          1. Neighsayer

            I vote Green now. They haven’t got much of a chance – but they just got the few seats to hold the balance of power in a minority government here in BC, the best possible scenario, perhaps.

            May 22, 2017
            1. tjtooter

              i met the local greens last year. they were mostly skilled laborers and the majority of them retired with big families. jill stein is a silly twat, but i gave my vote to the party.

              May 22, 2017
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          2. Neighsayer

            right now it’s 43, 41, and 3 Greens (87 seats), with a recount or two that might give the incumbents 44, a bare majority, but not too likely – except as an opportunity for some bush vs gore style fuckery, I guess. As it stands, our Green guy may be in an unexpected position of real power. This is Provincial, we got a lot of space and what, not quite 5,000,000 people.

            May 22, 2017
          3. Neighsayer

            recounts are supposed to happen tomorrow through Wednesday.

            May 22, 2017
  7. raining_roses

    I talk to two people on here, unless someone comments on my posts- then I might reply. It used to be 3, but you went and got a life! Glad you’re well & enjoying your travels. I do miss your posts though

    May 20, 2017
    1. 12SunOryx

      It is sort of a life. I keep getting invited to hang out, go to party, drink. Friday I had two different people ask me, so I had to bail on one. Then yesterday, the same guy asks to go eat with him. I thought, come on, I am not the kind of person you see consistently. Maaayyyyybbeee once a week, but thats pushing it. I am a recurring character in the sitcom of life, not a main character, just not social enough for that shit.

      May 21, 2017
  8. shadowstarz

    I’m more afraid of myself, than anyone else. If I were you, I wouldn’t be too worried over those kinda things. Life, is just too short ! People come, and people go, that’s just the way it is. Eat well. Rest plenty. And, enjoy the outdoors & sunshine, whenever time enables you to do so. Peace… 🌻😎

    May 20, 2017
    1. 12SunOryx

      Meh, some of the people I was in the wrong with. Others are just petty I suppose. Either way, it was what, a year ago now? Maybe more. Who cares anymore.

      May 21, 2017
  9. tjtooter

    hi folks. i caught a month long block at facebook and decided to start posting here a little bit again. business and politics simply don’t mix at facebook and i need to stay off the soapbox or my anti-fan club and the report fags get my accounts shut down, which screws up my business networking. the software here sucks though and if anybody can help me with embedding videos and hyperlinks i’d appreciate it. facebook’s isn’t much better, but at least it embeds images and videos easily.

    i can imagine it got pretty nuts here last summer with the election. it certainly has drawn a very thick line between the liberals and conservatives blogging here. i finally couldn’t take neo’s childish taunting and blocked him.

    hope everybody is hale and hearty with things going smoothly in the real world for them. my life has never been better since i’ve started to live authentically. my arts are all stronger than ever and people respond to me better than they ever have. i’ve suffered none of the horrors you constantly read about transgender people experiencing. most people read me as male at first, but have no problem adjusting to relating to me as female.

    i’m getting ready to go on the road for memorial day with two of my younger trans sisters, doing the dead and company shows in at least phoenix and hollywood and finding some thing for memorial day where we can set up shop.

    May 20, 2017
    1. 12SunOryx

      Politics in the USofA has gone full retard. I try to avoid it now, unless it is to laugh. All of politics has become a Stephen Colbert sketch come to life, unironically.

      May 21, 2017
      1. tjtooter

        it has gotten very silly, but i live in a bit of a bubble. hippies, especially tucson hippies, can discuss religion and politics without getting all angry at each other over points of contention.

        May 21, 2017
  10. funfreak

    Hey, YOU! I don’t log in very often and was surprised to see you. Hope you have all good things ahead of you this year.

    May 21, 2017
    1. 12SunOryx

      Hiya, how have you been lately? Good things, bad things, devilish things, and some dull things. Pretty sure my future is some kind of glitch in the Matrix (saying that doesn’t summon Neo does it? I think he has me blocked)

      May 21, 2017